I don’t want to do anything right now except keep playing my games.
Sunday night. Bedtime. In the middle of two weeks of too much family and travel time. My mom has cancer and is getting radiation therapy.
I should just go to sleep. Or at least do something healthy or productive right now. But I want to enjoy being in my own bed with in my own space with the door locked and nobody intruding or interrupting. Knowing I can get up in the middle of the night to pee without it become an interactive event.
I want to hear my games’ noises. At whatever volume I want. And NOT hear my mom’s audio book playing all night, or city sirens.